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Thursday, April 21, 2011

My memories...

Erm...All the memories from back when I was a student tugged me to write this..hehhe...hyperbola betul! Nope... This is just my way to keep the memory fresh in my mind, so that when I read back all this, I will laugh and smile to myself. Okay.. This entry is to wrote down all the stupid/embarrasing/laughable/sad/i-seriously-didnt-know-what-i-was-thinking type of things that happen during my primary and secondary school life..erm..after writing it, I realise that it also contain some ranting that I never let it out before. Hehehe... Sorry to any person that felt offended. I didnt put any name (well, for the bad thing at least) but I suppose you know who you are, so sorry in advance.

1) 'Help' my friend to write a love letter to her crush...and that stupid letter ended up making everyone think that I AM THE ONE who are having a crush on that guy since almost everyone know my handwriting. -.-" I shouldnt have offer to help her, and to make thing worse, that stupid girl didnt even try to explain it to everyone! (primary school, standard 6)

2) You know how boys always do things to annoy girls right? And throwing a dead cockroach is one of their 'thing' to attract girls. So, being an egoistic person I am, yes, its not something to brag..hahah.. Back to the topic, so, I took it and throw it back to him. And guess what, he screamed! LMAO!!! (primary school, standard 6)

3) Erm...what else... Okay.. the only reason I started liking English is because of my standard 3 teachers, Cikgu Datin (I forgot her real full name) is a GREAT teacher! She teaches us songs and dances..Love and miss the memories! (primary schoo, standard 3)

4) According to my parents, I started my primary school life not being able to read. Seriously! My parents the one who teaches me until I was able to get 1st place in my class and finally moved up a class to the 2nd class for standard 3 (3 Zuhal) I studied in Zuhal class for 3 years (for standard 3, 4 and 5) and moved to class Musytari for standard 6. (primary school)

5) I liked a guy in my class... Hes so cute!! >< But I never gather enough courage to confess so I graduated from primary school not being able to tell him my feeling (he most probably gonna turned me down T__T) And to make thing worse, he didnt come when we are taking our class picture so I have no picture of him at ALL!!! (primary school)

6) I found a dead bee one..and I kept it in a pencil box. Dont ask why. I seriously dont know what I was thinking at that time! Keeping a dead bug?! Serious mental problem when I think back about it.. +__+ (primary school)

7)I once walked back from my school to my house during the fasting time..under the scorching heat...*___* since my teacher forget that I already ask her to bring me home.. My parents have to go somewhere and I REALLY need to go to school to check my secondary school option... (primary school, standard 6)

8) I was always one of the earliest to go to school and always the late one to go home...I was so late that I think the guard already know my face. Since I know that my mum gonna come late, I always hang out in the library and it is easy to do that when you are the librarian and love to read books.. (primary school)

9) I have a crush on a guy just cause my roommates said that he like me. LMAO..!! Stupid reason to like someone! XP He was my classmate and I once said Hi to him and praise his drawing.. I was crazy about drawing at that time so he really attract my attention.. I dont know what happen to him...but I suddenly have the feeling that I want to see him.. (secondary school, form 1)

10) Theres once time I force myself to fall face down on my bed cause my roommate open the window , I havent wear any tudung and my hair is still showing. That was funny and stupid all in the same tine. (secondary school, form 1)

11) The slippery floor during Isya' prayer.. WTH...! I fell down wearing a baju kurung and the skirt showed almost all of my thigh... >//< The seniors walking with me didnt even try to help me up! Worse thing, I fell down next to the guys' praying place. *___* I dont have the courage to find out who saw the accident. (secondary school, form 1)

12) Erm.. My friends said that I looked like a thug when I first walked into the class the first day I transfered school. To make matter worse, I even said 'Yo' to a girl from my primary school. That was funny when I think about it. I didnt even think that my walk look like a thug! (secondary school, form 1)

13) Went to a bahas camp with Mai and Akid..and I realise how different I am from Mai.. hahaha... she has always been the one that attract all of the attention of others. And I had always been like the wallpaper.. Maybe it because I lacked attraction or maybe it because I myself didnt have the drive to make myself attractive... (secondary school, form 3)

14) Cried my eyes off in the toilet when I got my PMR's result. The result is bad by itself, getting a B in BM, and my friend's comment just make everything worse.. (secondary school, form 3)

15) Erm.... The principal said something bad about me getting B in BM to the next class.. and that make everything even worse... It really bring me down, and make me realise that most adult dont care about you. They only care about what you can give to them. I learnt it the hard way it seems. (secondary school, form 4)

16) Never trust gossips or it will ruin your life! This happen to me and my friends, and it really make our friendship suffer. We started doubting each other. That was really the downfall of my school life. I even went to talk to the teacher , just to be told that I really took what people said to my head. Erm.. Remembering this make me feels like I need to apologise to that someone. Tan Hui Ying. Sorry for doubting you. Sorry for all the bad thing I may have said in front or behind you. Sorry for didnt see behind all those lies. Sorry. (secondary school, form 4)

17) Liked a guy because hes serious and different from all those playful guys around me, just to find out that he is even worse than those playful guys. Sh!t...! He really drive me crazy with his stupid attitude! But, Im glad that I didnt get the position and I have all the space to cold my head. ^^ And I am also glad that he and me can go back to being friends, without me hating him for being a stupid guy. (secondary school, form 4)

18)Have a crush for a clown. XP And finally gotten rid of the feelings by liking someone else, and the fact that he like someone that are close to me also play a huge part on me forgetting him. But, all those time I still like being close to him and he give me the drive to study more, since I want to beat him really bad. LOL..! I think Im gonna tell him that I had once liked him next Saturday. What you think? (secondary school, form 5)

19) I cried without a reason when someone who I already consider as my bestfriend suddenly said that I angry at him for being with another girl. WTFH! I dont know why I cried myself, just I suddenly felt like crying. Just for the fact, I only avoid him and ultimately make him THINK Im angry at him because I dont want his girlfriend to think that Im trying to be close to him. I know how jealousy felt like, so I dont want other girl to felt it. And my good attention really dug my own grave since THE GIRL is the one telling him that I LIKE HIM, her boyfriend! Again, WTFH! (secondary school, form 5) Erm.... Maybe Im glad that things worked out this way..?

20) My artistic side. Hahahaha... Who am I kidding? My artistic level is as much as a monkey. *__* So, maybe its my musical side? Since I was in the marching band and also the Gamelan group. Tryth-be-told, I sux at both...>< I really love playing Clarinet (My marching Band Instrument) and Bonang (Gamelan) but seriously...I dont have any musical side in myself.. It was still a sweet memories non-the-less.. Well... That is until cikgu Rosli was transfered to KE of course.. +__+ (secondary school)

21) Hated the counselling teacher the whole time she was in the school. *__* It all started when she trash-talked about MRSM Balik Pulau, the MRSM my sis and bro graduated from. She said that if her daughter get that MRSM, she would rather let her stay in Convent. WTF! My sis and bro graduated from there and they turned up fine! Also I hate the way she talk and her attitude. She suppose to be the one pushing you to your best, but instead she always make me felt that she is looking down on me. Like I wasnt worthy in her eyes. Also the way she PRETEND to be all nice and friendly, while all the time, you can see that she is just pretending! She is the reason why I had a lot of things in my mind, but I got noone to talk to. She suppose to be the counselor! (secondary school)

22) I was pretty crazy when I am around that 'Kucing Gila', aka Akid. Well, though I really hate being called 'Kucing kurap', I guess Im gonna miss all those bickering..and maybe I miss him? XP Erm... Its really fun since we are both semi-adult but we are acting like two childish kid fighting with each other. Even the teachers know about us.. And most even make the conclusion that I was together with him. LMAO! That was a stupid conclusion! (secondary school, form 4 & 5)

23) Went to the cinema once with all the girls, watching High School Musical 3. All of we together occupied the entire seat. I were so noisy that Siti keep telling me to keep it down.. LOL..!! I really am a noisy girl arent i? ^_< (secondary school)

24) We dissect a frog once. I kinda force my dad and bro to search for it and ended up taking two frogs to school (one of them are dissected, while the other one is being let free) The funny thing is, we even buried the frog! ROFL! (secondary school, form 5)


---gonna be updated after this when I remember more memories---

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