hes not even my friend...

hahahha....i sound like a bitter emo gal....
but truthfully..
can u became friends with someone you trying to forget?
someone who you trying to avoid like your life depends on it?
im not trying to makes things seem bigger than reality..but....
all this time..
(i mean, after he told me that he is with she right now)
im trying to forget him(yeah..hy..i know you say it would never worked)
and you are right hy..it doesnt worked..
after a while, i finally forget him..i finally get him out of my mind..
or so i thought..
then, just one message from him, just simple message that say,
"hey, whats up?"
the feelings that had slowly faded away, suddenly came back!
i know that he doesnt have any feeling for me..
i also know that she loves him so much!
im stupid..yeah i know that as well.....
but is there any way?please....im begging anyone who know!!
please tell me!
i cant just go to him and say that,
"im trying to forget you, can you please get out of my frickin life?"
i surely cant do that now, can i?