My memories...

Erm...All the memories from back when I was a student tugged me to write this..hehhe...hyperbola betul! Nope... This is just my way to keep the memory fresh in my mind, so that when I read back all this, I will laugh and smile to myself. Okay.. This entry is to wrote down all the stupid/embarrasing/laughable/sad/i-seriously-didnt-know-what-i-was-thinking type of things that happen during my primary and secondary school life..erm..after writing it, I realise that it also contain some ranting that I never let it out before. Hehehe... Sorry to any person that felt offended. I didnt put any name (well, for the bad thing at least) but I suppose you know who you are, so sorry in advance.

1) 'Help' my friend to write a love letter to her crush...and that stupid letter ended up making everyone think that I AM THE ONE who are having a crush on that guy since almost everyone know my handwriting. -.-" I shouldnt have offer to help her, and to make thing worse, that stupid girl didnt even try to explain it to everyone! (primary school, standard 6)

2) You know how boys always do things to annoy girls right? And throwing a dead cockroach is one of their 'thing' to attract girls. So, being an egoistic person I am, yes, its not something to brag..hahah.. Back to the topic, so, I took it and throw it back to him. And guess what, he screamed! LMAO!!! (primary school, standard 6)

3) Erm...what else... Okay.. the only reason I started liking English is because of my standard 3 teachers, Cikgu Datin (I forgot her real full name) is a GREAT teacher! She teaches us songs and dances..Love and miss the memories! (primary schoo, standard 3)

4) According to my parents, I started my primary school life not being able to read. Seriously! My parents the one who teaches me until I was able to get 1st place in my class and finally moved up a class to the 2nd class for standard 3 (3 Zuhal) I studied in Zuhal class for 3 years (for standard 3, 4 and 5) and moved to class Musytari for standard 6. (primary school)

5) I liked a guy in my class... Hes so cute!! >< But I never gather enough courage to confess so I graduated from primary school not being able to tell him my feeling (he most probably gonna turned me down T__T) And to make thing worse, he didnt come when we are taking our class picture so I have no picture of him at ALL!!! (primary school)

6) I found a dead bee one..and I kept it in a pencil box. Dont ask why. I seriously dont know what I was thinking at that time! Keeping a dead bug?! Serious mental problem when I think back about it.. +__+ (primary school)

7)I once walked back from my school to my house during the fasting time..under the scorching heat...*___* since my teacher forget that I already ask her to bring me home.. My parents have to go somewhere and I REALLY need to go to school to check my secondary school option... (primary school, standard 6)

8) I was always one of the earliest to go to school and always the late one to go home...I was so late that I think the guard already know my face. Since I know that my mum gonna come late, I always hang out in the library and it is easy to do that when you are the librarian and love to read books.. (primary school)

9) I have a crush on a guy just cause my roommates said that he like me. LMAO..!! Stupid reason to like someone! XP He was my classmate and I once said Hi to him and praise his drawing.. I was crazy about drawing at that time so he really attract my attention.. I dont know what happen to him...but I suddenly have the feeling that I want to see him.. (secondary school, form 1)

10) Theres once time I force myself to fall face down on my bed cause my roommate open the window , I havent wear any tudung and my hair is still showing. That was funny and stupid all in the same tine. (secondary school, form 1)

11) The slippery floor during Isya' prayer.. WTH...! I fell down wearing a baju kurung and the skirt showed almost all of my thigh... >//< The seniors walking with me didnt even try to help me up! Worse thing, I fell down next to the guys' praying place. *___* I dont have the courage to find out who saw the accident. (secondary school, form 1)

12) Erm.. My friends said that I looked like a thug when I first walked into the class the first day I transfered school. To make matter worse, I even said 'Yo' to a girl from my primary school. That was funny when I think about it. I didnt even think that my walk look like a thug! (secondary school, form 1)

13) Went to a bahas camp with Mai and Akid..and I realise how different I am from Mai.. hahaha... she has always been the one that attract all of the attention of others. And I had always been like the wallpaper.. Maybe it because I lacked attraction or maybe it because I myself didnt have the drive to make myself attractive... (secondary school, form 3)

14) Cried my eyes off in the toilet when I got my PMR's result. The result is bad by itself, getting a B in BM, and my friend's comment just make everything worse.. (secondary school, form 3)

15) Erm.... The principal said something bad about me getting B in BM to the next class.. and that make everything even worse... It really bring me down, and make me realise that most adult dont care about you. They only care about what you can give to them. I learnt it the hard way it seems. (secondary school, form 4)

16) Never trust gossips or it will ruin your life! This happen to me and my friends, and it really make our friendship suffer. We started doubting each other. That was really the downfall of my school life. I even went to talk to the teacher , just to be told that I really took what people said to my head. Erm.. Remembering this make me feels like I need to apologise to that someone. Tan Hui Ying. Sorry for doubting you. Sorry for all the bad thing I may have said in front or behind you. Sorry for didnt see behind all those lies. Sorry. (secondary school, form 4)

17) Liked a guy because hes serious and different from all those playful guys around me, just to find out that he is even worse than those playful guys. Sh!t...! He really drive me crazy with his stupid attitude! But, Im glad that I didnt get the position and I have all the space to cold my head. ^^ And I am also glad that he and me can go back to being friends, without me hating him for being a stupid guy. (secondary school, form 4)

18)Have a crush for a clown. XP And finally gotten rid of the feelings by liking someone else, and the fact that he like someone that are close to me also play a huge part on me forgetting him. But, all those time I still like being close to him and he give me the drive to study more, since I want to beat him really bad. LOL..! I think Im gonna tell him that I had once liked him next Saturday. What you think? (secondary school, form 5)

19) I cried without a reason when someone who I already consider as my bestfriend suddenly said that I angry at him for being with another girl. WTFH! I dont know why I cried myself, just I suddenly felt like crying. Just for the fact, I only avoid him and ultimately make him THINK Im angry at him because I dont want his girlfriend to think that Im trying to be close to him. I know how jealousy felt like, so I dont want other girl to felt it. And my good attention really dug my own grave since THE GIRL is the one telling him that I LIKE HIM, her boyfriend! Again, WTFH! (secondary school, form 5) Erm.... Maybe Im glad that things worked out this way..?

20) My artistic side. Hahahaha... Who am I kidding? My artistic level is as much as a monkey. *__* So, maybe its my musical side? Since I was in the marching band and also the Gamelan group. Tryth-be-told, I sux at both...>< I really love playing Clarinet (My marching Band Instrument) and Bonang (Gamelan) but seriously...I dont have any musical side in myself.. It was still a sweet memories non-the-less.. Well... That is until cikgu Rosli was transfered to KE of course.. +__+ (secondary school)

21) Hated the counselling teacher the whole time she was in the school. *__* It all started when she trash-talked about MRSM Balik Pulau, the MRSM my sis and bro graduated from. She said that if her daughter get that MRSM, she would rather let her stay in Convent. WTF! My sis and bro graduated from there and they turned up fine! Also I hate the way she talk and her attitude. She suppose to be the one pushing you to your best, but instead she always make me felt that she is looking down on me. Like I wasnt worthy in her eyes. Also the way she PRETEND to be all nice and friendly, while all the time, you can see that she is just pretending! She is the reason why I had a lot of things in my mind, but I got noone to talk to. She suppose to be the counselor! (secondary school)

22) I was pretty crazy when I am around that 'Kucing Gila', aka Akid. Well, though I really hate being called 'Kucing kurap', I guess Im gonna miss all those bickering..and maybe I miss him? XP Erm... Its really fun since we are both semi-adult but we are acting like two childish kid fighting with each other. Even the teachers know about us.. And most even make the conclusion that I was together with him. LMAO! That was a stupid conclusion! (secondary school, form 4 & 5)

23) Went to the cinema once with all the girls, watching High School Musical 3. All of we together occupied the entire seat. I were so noisy that Siti keep telling me to keep it down.. LOL..!! I really am a noisy girl arent i? ^_< (secondary school)

24) We dissect a frog once. I kinda force my dad and bro to search for it and ended up taking two frogs to school (one of them are dissected, while the other one is being let free) The funny thing is, we even buried the frog! ROFL! (secondary school, form 5)


---gonna be updated after this when I remember more memories---

My 1st Interview!! >< PILN Law UK--14/4/2011

My interview is on 11.55am and they told me to come 30 minutes early for registration..and the brilliant me ask my dad to come EARLIER THAN THAT. And thats the reason why the clock are showing 10am, and my dad's creamy Vios has already been parked at the Kompleks Sukan, Veledrom Rakyat, Ipoh Perak. Genius me.. =..=" So, I waited with nervousness for the my panel's turn. (Im in panel 3, number 1) Theres a lot of Chinese and few of Malays and Indians.
At 12am, its finally our turn to walk in the room. Staring at us are 2 women and 1 man. My heart was seriously pumping like crazy! Then, he said that we are lucky to get the interview since only half of the applicant are choosen for it.

The first thing he said is introduction (in BI). I was quite happy since I already prepared the text for this.. XP Thanks to all the seniors' experiences!! I was the first one to go as I was lucky number1. I make the man laughed when he asked me does my school has a lot of Jambus (my secondary and primary school is Kampung Jambu in name) I just smiled and said no, but we do have a statue of Jambus (seriously, we do). I was really scared when I hear all the members' of my panel introduction, since they have national level certification.. =..= I thought that Im gonna die since my ko-ku isnt that shiny in comparision to them. But, I got to say that they have communication problem, theres a lot of err and aah.. (didnt they prepare the introduction text beforehand?) And I forgot a whole paragraph from this..=..=" too late to remember now I guess.

Second question. What courses are you taking? (BM) I was the 1st to answer I think. I was quite okay here too since I did a text for this too. I said that I want to be a lawyer so that I can help innocent people (in my naive state of mind) Then, the man laughed (since its a naive dream) and asked how about if my client is guilty? I said, then as a good lawyer I would ask him/her to confess up and I added, as a GREAT lawyer, I would try to shorten their jail time.

Third question: How you see yourself in 15 year time? (BM) I was the second one to answer. Its quite funny since I raise my hand the same time as the 3rd guy and he ended up giving the spot to me. I said that I saw myself as a lecturer at the local university (just added local for effect XP) The reason why I said lecturer is because lawyer would bring out more question like in what direction, crime, sivil, or syarie' so lecturer is the safest answer. The woman ask, not lawyer? Then, I said my ultimate goal is to be a lecturer and give back all the knowledge I had gained to others.

Fourth question: What characteristic an officer should have? (BM) I was the last one to answer. I asked whether I can answer in a lawyer's view. And one of the female interviewer smiled. So, I said that a lawyer should have bravery, and I took the last interviewee's idea about telling the truth. And my second point also is a combination with the 3rd guy idea about time management. I said that very few Malays have this attitude. Thats why there is such thing as 'Janji Melayu'. Promise 2pm and they will come at 2.30pm. The last interviewer nodded abit when I said this.

Fifth question: Whats the meaning of keterampilan diri? (BM) I was first I think. I said that it is all about looking clean. Qouting: It about not wearing 'selipar Jepun' but in the same time, you dont really need to wear branded, expensive clothings. They didnt ask anything but the last interviewee was hit abit since he kinda use my idea, but with a different words..so I was feeling a bit guilty and started thinking did I said too much and make the others lose their points? T..T gomen......

Last question: Theres three bekas air mineral in front of them. Left: Empty, standing upright. Middle: Full, standing upright. Right: Full, upside down. We were asked to talk anything about it, like life, studies etc. I raised my hand directly after they finish explaining. I said that it consist of 2 points: Knowledge and basic of life. First, I said that when you dont have any knowledge, it is easy for you to be defeated. I even took the initiave to walk in front and make the bekas air fall. XP Then, I think I forget to make it stand again. The second point, I talk about when your basic of life is strong, then you will be stronger. (based on physic point of equilibium and size of base) After I finish, all the interviewers said that I really am cut out to be a lawyer. XD so damn happy when they said that! ^^

Overal point of view: I was really lucky that they only asked us to talk in English for the introduction! Only 2 candidates (me and another Chinese boy) can talk quite fluent while the other two has alot of err and aah in their talk. The Chinese boy really stand up since his Malay is really fluent and he didnt have slang like most Chinese does. I think I did great, but only time will tell whether I can get the scholarship or not. Wish me luck!